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The beat of a heart

Posted by KAI on March 18, 2010 at 4:52 PM Comments comments (3)

Laying here breathing softly


Reflecting upon all life's beauty


Yesterdays were so crowded


with such misery


Such hopelessness



Hate has faded into the blackness


in which  it belongs


the flutter of wings has brushed upon


my heart , Pushed the hate away


Come into my arms again



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Posted by KAI on March 8, 2010 at 8:04 PM Comments comments (3)

Flutters upon my heart

Pitter patter of Wings

gently beating against my soul

deep sighs

The flutter of wings

Tides of emotion

can the gentle flutter

break through the

harsh barrier

To fly free

So Cold

Posted by KAI on February 4, 2010 at 10:23 AM Comments comments (0)

Plans laid out piece by piece

Unraveled in the blink of a eye

The love we shared

now buried beneath the stones

The cold lonely road we both walk now

whispers of what once was

haunting every waking hour

A caress of yesterdays warmth

brushes against of my soul

looking out of this hell

heart laid bare

Echo of myself

Slowly I disappear

just a wisp in the wind

the thorns of love

cutting so d...

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Perfect saint you ain't

Posted by KAI on February 1, 2010 at 3:21 AM Comments comments (2)

You a perfect saint?


Excuse me if I feel the need to regurgitate


The force fed bullshit is not sitting


To well with me as of late


Preach about this, preach about that


All the while staring into the mirror


With a hypocrite staring back


A saint you surely ain't


Yet there you sit upon that pedastool


You put yourself...

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Obsession with perfection

Posted by KAI on January 24, 2010 at 1:04 AM Comments comments (3)

What is you want from me?


That's not me nor will it

Ever be!

Changing so many ways

Never enough

You change the rules too much

I'm losing a little bit more of me

each  and every day

Becoming dead inside

living this nightmare

caught up in this Hell

drawing deeper into this shell

open your eyes


I won't be here forever

Beginning to see

To keep you from...

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Already gone

Posted by KAI on January 24, 2010 at 12:39 AM Comments comments (2)

Paranoia it's all around us

Did you hear that?

Were they talking about me?

Something take over crawling up inside

So no one can find me

I have nothing at all to lose

In this straight jacket I am tied

Got your way of turning those thumbscrews

Just to get your way

I am tired of this landslide

You leave no leeway

Gonna commit me you say?

Try it!

you will see your doomsday

Think I'm crazy now

Honey we haven'...

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Ring around the rosey,pocket full of poesy ashes to ashes it all crumbles down

Posted by KAI on January 22, 2010 at 10:14 AM Comments comments (2)

Seems like yesterday they were both just

Babies in my arms

I cry tears of pain when they wrap thier arms around me

saying can't we go back to how it used to be

I wish with all my heart

my two children never knew the pain of a broken home

Children always pay the price for their parents stupidity

my children will grow up well rounded

but will they ever be whole

with such a important piece of their life missing

Ring around the r...

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Love song for a vampire

Posted by KAI on January 20, 2010 at 9:47 PM Comments comments (6)

My arms wide open for my one true dark love

My heart it beats for you

You steal into my room from up above

Would anyone have thought a vampire could bring virtue

My heat once cold and black

Now beats with blood a'new

My spirit has been set free

Lay with me my fanged lover

Feel  my pulse quicken for you

Take me into your arms

Give me everlasting life

Take my hopelessness away

I lost you once

I will not lose yo...

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Tinfoil Knight

Posted by KAI on January 4, 2010 at 11:41 PM Comments comments (4)

I wish to feel the touch of your lips

I wish to feel your fingertips

As they caress every curve of my body

Think I'm being too greedy?

Do I wish for too much

I  Wish to take loves journey

Just want to feel a tender touch

Is he really out there?

will I ever find him

Or is This a unatanable wish

The one I thought was my knight in shining armor

Turned out to just be covered with aluminum foil

He fooled me into thin...

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Locked within

Posted by KAI on January 4, 2010 at 11:18 PM Comments comments (3)


Locked within myself I hide

From all the pain outside

Part of me has slowly died 

Felt it all crumble awayFalling down around me

Life lying in ruins and decay

My trust you ...

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