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2 miles past crazy..4 miles til insane

Posted by Julie Boudreau on March 27, 2009 at 8:43 AM Comments comments (5)

you can love me or hate me

be disturbed by my madness

judging my level of insanity

they have locked me up

tied me down..and called me crazy

they've pilled me up and pumped it out

and taken my dignity

because I was 2 miles past crazy

with four miles left to insane

but I ran out of gas

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realized

Posted by Julie Boudreau on March 27, 2009 at 8:38 AM Comments comments (1)

As he took the last of his things

forgetting to leave my heart

I realized I just made it

through the hardest part

 

and as he was walking out the door

causing me to fall to the floor

I realized this was the last time

there would be no more

 

and as I watched hi...

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The Process

Posted by Julie Boudreau on March 27, 2009 at 8:30 AM Comments comments (2)

a nudge in the right direction

facilitating artistic expression

the release of pent up aggressions

worn out hostilities

and lingering indiscretions

 

shh quiet..

become real still

deep breath in

surrender free will.

as the heart processes the information

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4 my mommy

Posted by Julie Boudreau on March 27, 2009 at 8:13 AM Comments comments (0)

so hard to watch the tears

run down her face..

watch the years roll past

faster in pace.

hard to remember the hell I gave her

and the guilt because I can never

repay her.

its hard to see her heart break

she looks at herself

and can only see the mistakes.

not the hero tha...

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For Gina..(I hope this gives you your voice

Posted by Julie Boudreau on March 27, 2009 at 8:04 AM Comments comments (0)

I know that your heart is in a state of despair.

and that sometimes when you breathe

It seems like there isn't any air.

But please keep this in mind

As time moves on life will treat him in kind.

 

And may your heart stay as strong

as the steel he has been working on.

and when your days are long and draw...

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Karma...you know I love that bitch

Posted by Julie Boudreau on March 27, 2009 at 8:03 AM Comments comments (0)

I have stared karma in the face

wasnt happy to see her

but knew she was in the right place

we all have shit we lay upon others

but wanna act surprised

when karma comes to return the favor.

like youre all high and mighty

and never the one at fault

put the blame on others

it still has the same ...

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sticks and stones

Posted by Julie Boudreau on March 27, 2009 at 7:48 AM Comments comments (0)

the torture that wont relent

this feeling of insignificance.

buried in my cynical mind

branded with dysfunction

only fermented with time

crazy enough to intoxicate

the demons I try to eradicate

the raw emotions Im scared to face

keep ...

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talking smack

Posted by Julie Boudreau on March 27, 2009 at 7:47 AM Comments comments (0)

illuminating insight

contained within pitch black

spewing truth

while talking smack

mind spinning

body relaxed

heart broken

passion maxed

hair all a mess

bikini waxed

yin and yang

Ive got it like ...

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calming the "mindrunner"

Posted by Julie Boudreau on March 27, 2009 at 7:46 AM Comments comments (0)

the people have become faceless

empty shells of their former selves

no identity...nameless

wandering in the dark

like myself..aimless

 

fringe dwellers

banished from the land

where time rules life

with the back of its hand.

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welcome home

Posted by Julie Boudreau on March 27, 2009 at 7:45 AM Comments comments (0)

I feel so helpless

trying to wrap my head around

how to clean up this mess

feeling rundown

I need some rest

but am told its for the weary

and not the worthless.


 

"this is not a test"

this is my lif...

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